So much of my time is wasted on over analyzing things. I absolutely hate every single aspect about it.
It brings me to the same points:
-not happy with what im doing with my life
-being so busy i dont have any time
-always being exhausted
-over thinking what everyone says or does
-dealing with random urges
-not knowing how things are going to play out, so i try to force things in a certain direction

Once again, theres so much i want to say but i dont know how to convey it in words. it's almost as if theres another person inside of me that i throw all my unneccassary feelings into. I feel as though im too busy to feel these emotions or think these thoughts, so i feel like its necessary for me to act "perfect"
Then it brings me to this point... people could discover this & ask "do you seriously have to just vent and say everything you feel over the internet? isnt that pathetic?"
"No" i would say.
Whatever you say on the internet, whether you like it or not, does hold a permanent and influential place within a readers head. Even though we would love to believe that the internet holds no importance to us, youd honestly have to be kidding yourself if youve never been hurt or influenced by something youve seen on the web. The thing about this day and age is that we have the ability to use this forum to get our voices out there in a completely different way than the people before us. And growing up with these devices surrounding me as a child, imagining a life without it makes me tremble with fear. "Humans are sociable creatures" and without communication, living becomes exponentially harder.
Wow... i got really off topic. Somehow, when im stressing out over something, i begin to try and become passionate about something completely unrelated so that i can get my mind off of what i was thinking about. This is completely reminiscent of my entire life.